CrackedSapien

  We Evolved Into WTF by CrackedSapien People ask me, “So... what’s your relationship with her now?” And I just kind of blink. Take a breath. Tilt my head sideways like a confused dog. Because what do you call a person who was your partner, the mother of your kids, your ex, your roommate, and—on some days—still the one person who knows the full weight of everything you’ve lost? We didn’t grow old together like we planned. Life cracked us open early. The system took our kids— all but one. The state said we weren’t fit, and the kind of pain that leaves behind doesn’t ever really settle down. It hums under everything. And yet here we are. Living side-by-side, years later. No longer lovers. Not just friends. Sometimes sharing stories, sometimes just space. Some would say we’ve moved on. Others would say we never healed. But I’d say—truthfully, reluctantly, and with a bitter laugh— we evolved into WTF. And somehow, that , too, is a kind of survival. This website contain...

  First Light The actual first blog post By CrackedSapien I’ve rewritten this post more times than I can count. Each time I thought I had something final to say — something polished, complete, clever — something else would rise inside me: a memory, a realization, a whisper from somewhere I thought I’d buried. And I’ve come to accept something: This blog won’t begin with a “message.” It will begin with movement. Because I am still moving. I'm a man who has seen too much to pretend. A mind cracked open by trauma, curiosity, and a relentless need to understand. I’ve lived with shadows, danced with the idea of evil, questioned the soul, practiced ESP, and stared at the world until it blinked first. I’ve felt invisible forces… and real ones. I’ve watched myself survive, grow, freeze, melt, rise, and stall. So if you’re here looking for perfection — this may not be your place. But if you’ve ever questioned the official story — of the world, or of yourself — then maybe, j...